256b. This Is So Tough

🟣 5:48pm, Monday, July 1st, 2024, Park/Trails, UT

 

Just going through it man. This is hard shit for me. 27 more days to go after today.

 

P.S. After recording and getting back home, I thought “maybe I feel this way because I slept so horrible last night and am also just exhausted.” Who knows. But now that I’m back in my office on my laptop, I feel better about things. Weird.

 

Here is the little journal I wrote to get my thoughts out on paper.

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I’m feeling sad, discouraged, and very not-sure. It’s due to the fact that I don’t have time to work on my business the way I want. I feel as though with content going out daily and me messaging people that I’ll feel more drive to work. Right now I’m doing a lot for the sake of discipline.

 

I feel like once I get YouTube going with content as well as shorts for social media, and the addition to free stuff, I’ll get excited about all of this again. Just lack the time to get everything done right now and it’s making me feel like I’m kind of sinking. Money got tighter, schedule got shorter, obligations increased, Lexi is here, it’s my birthday, and I’m just grinding away for the next month.

 

It’s only 1 month, but goddamn man. Tough… very tough."

 

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Show Tags: 🏷️

💎 = Valuable Show to Look Back on in 5-20 Years

🔵 = Thought Process, Ideas, Decision Making

🟢 = Self Realization, Observations, & Learning

🔴 = Relating to Business

🟣 = Emotional / Sad / Angry / Frustration

🥴 = Embarrassing Myself

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